Karen said she'd been with Janine once, when they were drunk at a party. They had touched each other and got each other off but nothing more. She told me neither could remember much anyway and had said nothing about it since. Karen made it obvious she want to explore further with me, but at the time I was very unsure, and still am to some small degree, but now we both know I want to do more exploring because of the note I gave her. I was so unsure of my feelings or how to act after we had calmed down. I felt weird. Like I shouldn't have done that sort of thing with another girl or gotten aroused doing it because it's supposedly not normal. Confusing or what?
We all know normal is quickly becoming a strange word. What is normal? We could debate that question forever! It's seems perfectly normal now for two hugely famous female singers to snog one another on stage for the world to see. I don't want to start off a debate here, I want to tell you what happened next between me and Karen, problem is that my thoughts keep getting in the way!
